Weak week

Hello, this week has left me (and made me) feeling (feel) self-conscious, dizzy, useless, powerless, sad, laughing.

Self-conscious because of what I didn't do, and because of what others say. (Words brought me down ogay! (Beautiful- Christina Aguilera)

Dizzy because I thought I knew what this week was going to bring me, and I really anticipated it, but it left me all disarrayed instead. :S

Useless because of what I did and didn't do, and how I didn't learn to my heart but listened to my brain instead. -.- Nothing much anyway, small matter that seems so big now.

Powerless because of how I didn't do what I thought I should. And powerless because right now I'm feeling as though the whole wide world can put an Imperius Curse on me.

Sad because I think I'm gradually falling into the world of retail therapy, where shopping is almost everything. (Which I read Seventeen that its a addiction/ bad habit.)

Laughing because I now realise what I need isn't retail therapy, but friend+family-therapy (a new word that I invented! (quoted: Yongxiang)) And laughing because this whole week is actually a lesson.

P: (Hungry mouth not -.-)

Eye 1 2 C U!