Little friends

Hello, I miss my childhood friend & her brother too much!

I miss her overflowing stack of Crayon Shin Chan cartoon CDs gradually decreasing... while those at my house gradually increasing, HEHE!

I miss her super high-pitched, loud and totally irrelevantly random screams!

I miss she & her brother always eating at my house, at super dizzy speeds!

(And asking me and my brother to help deny it when their mum calls)

I miss her brother's loud burp & funny actions/ comments after each meal.

I miss she & her brother helping us to eat some of our dinner!

I miss our colouring times!

(I miss her inaccurate colouring-out-of-the-outlines in my colour books)

I miss her brother's dangerous bike rides!

I miss playing on her scooter!

I miss all four of us staying till late at night playing below void decks/ playgrounds!

I miss our nicknames!
(Mei-mei, Hsen-hsen, Theresa, A-di)

I miss she and her brother's funny quarrels!

I miss how me and my brother will always be envious of them being able to eat other stuff like noodles, pizza for dinner!

I miss their mum's cooking & baking!

I miss her big house!
(Am glad/ proud to be able to say that I've been to her house before & after the renovations!)

I miss how the three of us used to be so sad over her brother's growing up phase - Spending less time with us & found us pretty childish! :(

Am again glad to say we've been to the playground before & after its renovations!

I miss how we'll dare each other to climb up to the tallest swing top and immediately drop ourselves down.

I miss her suddenly wearing specs and shocking us all!

I miss how her computer always crashes and so she and her brother always come over instead!

I miss her father's sense of humour!

I miss how I am so awed over her brother's first job - Distributing flyers

I miss how we'll go to the same tuition class in Sec 1 and finally we seeing each other regularly after so many years! Used to bully the ever-gentlemanly teacher together with the other students! So funny!

I miss everything la hor!

Oh I miss being kinda jealous when I went to her birthday party, when she stuck up for her best friend(I was in a different school)!
Was so stupid right!

I miss our badminton matches!

I miss our tennis matches!
And how the ball would spoil the badminton rackets, LOL!
And how we always had to risk our lives from the security-camera-that-never-seemed-to-catch-anyone retriving the ball back from the pond

I miss how we tried to empty me and my brother's plastic sealed piggy banks by all sorts of methods just to buy two table-tennis bats and a ping-pong ball.
(Was intrigued by pros playing)
And then inventing our own rules and methods and whatsoever!

I think its a sad case we never see each other anymore although we live just a vertical road away

I miss us being so angry & bonded together over the rude & arrogant indian girls in the playground.

Most of all, I miss all of you!

How do you satisfy a longing-for-something-that-may-never-come-back-again heart?

Impossible to feel sad - horrible - terrible with..

1. Such a spontaneous audience* watching Finding Nemo, plus
2. A cute cartoon with a funny ending credits song, plus
3. Azhar's listening ear and/ or superbly interesting updates & enlightenment(s), plus
4. Great plans for tomorrow, day after tomorrow & two days after tomorrow with the peeps (This word reminds me of Kristie!), plus
5. Smiley - Happy- Cute Sweets just beside waiting to melt away all the unhappiness!

* Spontaneous audience (who never gets tired of this movie) = My sis

Byebye!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kCKB0NS98A

Y Listen to it (Although I think you heard it a million times!)

Azhar asked me to listen leh, haha!

Even my brother listened to it before!

Happy birthday my nice classmate,

K Kaihui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello, went to Ziqi's today after school. =)

Don't know why but felt so much closer to her!

And I just realised that she'll show me one of the stuff from the old times every time I go there.

Her Mum (offered me self-made red bean dumpling, my first time!) and soup very nice!

Her clothes very pretty!

Jiaxin told me that FHSS is so red because the first principal loves red! (Strange but true!)

Hi Cheowyi if you see this, I did not think about that today!

(Although I felt like doing so many of the times but I still didn't!!!!!!!!! :D)

Look at the Moon now!!!!!!

Training today was real fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Evidence to support statement: Don't think I even yawned once!)

Too bad good things don't last forever, the table-tennis Joel came and stole Ziqi away! No la, kidding! Realised he's (very?) nice (From what I see today!).

Cannot stop smiling/grinning/ laughing during the short walk to the bus-stop with Dingding, Cheena, Aijing!
:D

Am going to practice time-organizing ASAP!
(Next week is so filled up with Maths (No I don't mean school)!)
Mr Optimism, having your help would be of utmost pleasure! :)

Okay let me ask you a Dingding 'stupid' riddle before I make my quiet exit!

X is made by someone who doesn't need it,
X is used by someone who cannot see it.
X = ?

(See I don't even tell you I'm leaving -.-..)

Anger issues

My father shouted @ me & sis just now.
Got immaturely angry for like 1sec, followed by 1sec of fear before 2.5secs of anger and no more emotions (Felt like laughing actually)!
So weird right!
I don't usually like to get angry, and will try to push the anger/ angry thoughts away quickly, but this is too weird!

Kbye (look @ the time, haven't completed homework & trying to stay awake during right-after-recess lessons is a real bore)

Thought of loads of things to post 2day but no, I think I am updating much too frequently for my liking.

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Ya Sally I think so too! But they say hand-making candies' an exception only!

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Edit #23:28
Have never put so much effort into noticing a pimple this much ever in my life!!!
Have so many things to say/ write, but,
Am afraid I'll lose interest in/ don't feel like doing them if I write them here.

Hope I dream of Flawless Skin Guy today and get equally good skin!
Like sitting beside him because he is N I C E and makes me feel as though I can tell him A N Y T H I N G although we're pretty much S T R A N G E R S
But he's not counted shuai lo.

End of edit 23:43

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I have a big & disgusting pimple.
Very big.
And disgusting.
What's worse is that everyone would be looking at my zzzzzzit instead of my eyes when talking to me.
And they will probably be thinking along the lines of, YUCK SO DISGUITINGNGTIGNERQ!!!!!!11

Sat beside a guy with flawless skin in tuition today.
And he's sitting on my left, so I think he probably looked at my pimple everytime I asked him questions.

What's weird is that I once dreamt of him eating ramen in his mum's ramen stall.
Which is super cute, what with colourful plastic/ wooden short tables and the stall is small yet not squeezy at all.
And it was underwater I think.

So probably my anti-pimple antidote should be ramen.

End.

Hello, please buy the Fred Claus CD from me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Am thinking what drama to watch on Tudou.com except for Beach.Ball.Babes. which will be airing a rerun on Channel 8 later.
Am hoping MS's V7.2 patch will not have any errors.
Am hoping MS download will hurry up!
Am feeling today is (going to be?) a productive day.

Am saying goodbye now!
=)

Edit:
Am hoping an idea on how-to-sell-clothes-away-fast will pop up soon.

Am hoping you'll have a nice day!

Today tuition teacher asked about Maths results.
Am feeling disappointed all over again though everything (answering his question, I mean) wasn't as hard as I thought to be

Seems like facing it is better than trying to avoid it.

p/s: There's a flea today. (Google: Fleaflyflofun or visit Fashion Nation if interested!)

Am probably going to upload pictures here soon.

Am going to have breakfast cum lunch now!
Yum

Am going to walk more often now.

Anyone interested in buying a Fred Claus movie CD?

Please leave a comment and quote a price, thanks!

Anyway, chit-chatted with my Aunt (Yeeyi) just now, and I asked her what would she have chosen to do if she suddenly were given a chance to be 20 years old again.
(Going to watch 17 Again with Y! :D)

Realised I can do anything now.
As long as there's passion.

Because,
Ms Chan BJ told our class,"If you have a passion for something, you can sacrifice anything for it! Food, Sleep, blah blah."

You can, too!

Sites

Fuhuanites multi-tasking Home-Based Learning (HBL) and personal interests now?
Why not join in the fun? -.- -.- -.-

Anyway this site (below) is interesting!
(Dance With Me Forever)
I like the author's courage to wear all sorts of colourful & cute clothes out!!

And Jeslynn's latest post (titled Angels & Demons; It's your choice), which is about your future lying in your own hands, is super cool! =)

Realised I came too late for Diyanah's rescue. :(
Sorry!
Luvu always.

Edit:
FashioNation's It's your choice: The Concept of Style is Grounded by Choice

Cool post #3: Tape It Up
Wonder if it will be painful when taking them off at the end of the day though.

Happy Birthday, Bushy!!!

How was your day?

I hope your blow-birthday-candle wish comes true!

Luvu!

(Decipher the message above to find out my feelings for you! HEHEHE)

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Am getting lazy lazier laziest with haggling marks with teachers.

Used to be able to withstand haggling for even a 0.5 mark but now my mind always repeats, You should have put in more effort what's the use of haggling when you don't really deserve it?

I find haggling/ bargaining for things you don't deserve is plain irritating.

You yourself should know the best and work on your weaknesses instead of trying to change the result, unless its something you worked very very very very very hard for!!!

I need >1A2
:S
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:C

Too bad, Cherlyn!
Too bad, too sad, too fat!
You don't deserve any!

Am probably going to close/ delete this blog and create a new one.

Thanks Bushy & Cheowyi for your great help!!!

Thanks Cheowyi for the sushi! =)

HI
Am watching Happily Ever After on Channel 8 now and the main leads (Joanna Peh and a guy so handsome I forgot his name!) are going to get marriedddddddd.
I tell you their luv is so deep so deeeeeeeeeep that its deeper than a pitless hole!
So cool!

Anyway I unearthed some old clothes yesterday:

Last night my aunt from China came for a visit but I couldn't go to the airport with my parents because of the swine flu?

:(

She gave us a big bag of

Seeyou!

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The Subj. above found Richie Blah so I shall surprise her with her own cute photograph!

Omg so weird the exclamation mark became green on its own!!!!!!!!!!

Yea I know my blogskin layout became so weird!

Nevermind la, not feeling very well today!

Okay I realised these few days, ever since I posted that seemingly obvious post, I have been thinking about the past happenings a lot.

Whole whole lot.

Even the sentence above the sentence above brings back a familiar thought of something I once said, and something The subj. (Another) once replied.

Went to find Y today and caught up with one of her lives

Asked her to show me The picture many times. :P

I didn't know what advice to give her! (I really hope my dream will be very wise today!)

My post's so stylo-milo becauseI feel like drinking milo. :D

How True!

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Okay its rude to end with a dumb face so.............

:D

:D

:D

Anyway you should catch Angels & Demons! VERY COOL!

My Top Five Most Interesting Blogs for now!
(Not in order though! I can't seem to decide which I like better..)

- Mok Family's super-cute energyball! Makes me feel like having a baby!!!
(AerynMok.Blogspot.com)

- Fashion Nation! What's better than a local perspective of fashion (Two people!), which covers overseas fashion too. And it somehow attracts me!
(FashioNation.Wordpress.com)

- Ex-classmate Dawn's blog. Although her older posts are more interesting, her life's pretty cool. (Usual subject of pictures: Herself)
(HelloDawn.Blogspot.com)

- Ever-famous local blogger Xiaxue! Gosh her directness & don't-really-care-what-others-will-think style is cool, cool, cool!
(You know it.)

- Bitter Stick Gal. You know people always say A picture speaks a thousand words? Well, then this cartoon-only blog will take a lifetime to finish. (And I mean it! It's like one life that people can relate to through different phases of their love-life I guess) Too bad the 'writer' stopped last year or something.
(StickGal.Blogspot.com)

What's yours?

HI HI HI PLEASE DONATE SOME FABRIC/ CLOTH/ THREADS (STRAY, EXTRA, EXCESS, UNWANTED, UNNEEDED, UNUSED, WHATEVER!) TO ME!!!

Any kind will do, kind soul!

Be a good Samaritan today!

Excited.

No, I meant EXCITEDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

Status: Dizzy-eyed over lockets nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

So pretty cute charming nice memorabilia-ly special I promise!


Found some on Etsy, those without chains (usually for handmade type of people) can go as low as USD2 (USD1 = SGD 1.55) for three!
But the shipping cost can probably go up to USD4.50 for each item -.-
Add USD 1 for second item.

EYE LIKE U.

Thanks for being so cool.

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Now you understand why? :D

ps/

I should start purchasing in bulk and giving everyone with my picture inside.

Something like,

"In memory of the Cool/ Rich/ Great/ Nice One,

With love/ hugs/ kisses/ best wishes/ xoxo blah."

Don't vomit, take a joke, take a Kit-Kat.

My cousin made someone feel so happy and special this easily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to be so cool like her.

I feel like typing everything out in lightning speed now but I can't cause my fingers feel so heavy I wondered how I can log in so quickly.
This might be one of those 'impulsive posts' that you, or rather, I, might consider deleting and forgetting all about it one day.
Still.

I feel like being so sad so sad so sad now for everything that changed so quickly but in no time, you seemed to have changed back and as if nothing ever happened.
To you, that is.

For me, I am very grateful and happy for all the changes you have brought to me.
Did you know why at the end of last year The Form Teachers praised me and were so happy about my sudden improvement despite my horrible terrible vegetable (Ya till now I still act cute?!) progress in the first-half of the year?
You would probably say something like, (Okay wait no I cannot write here or else you will all know who am I referring to)

I wonder if this is called forgetting or letting it go or all those terms that people who broke up uses.
I wonder if you will still think of all the happenings that were so special to me at that time.

I don't know if there will be ever a time in the future when we will sit together and laugh and talk and basically just reminisce all the times with light hearts.

I wonder if it was all just an infatuation or something we mistook for the L word.

I know you all might be thinking, WHAT ARE DOING CHERLYN STOP EXAGGERATING
But I can promise you I am not.

If you don't believe me then you might be one of those who still wonder why the love songs are so exaggerating. Go read Low Kay Hwa's To Forget Me.

I now wonder why I can go on with my life as though nothing ever happened.

Maybe its because it never even started.
"The Official Stuff."

I would never have wanted it to start anyway.
I rather keep things simple and still be very happy.

No more 'if's for me in the future anyway.
Because what happened will never happen again anyway.
Probably.

Most likely.

I guess so.

Don't prove me wrong.

They say, No pain no gain.

I gained.
But there's not much pain for me.

Parasite is me.

Preview of the pretty ladies:

Do well for the papers ogay!!!

"Too cool for school" is poo!

(Unincluded ones included.)

Happened:

7 May, Shaoyan's birthday!

7 May, went to see Ms Lee for the last time (as a teacher in Fuhua I hope!)
Luvu Ms Lee!
I am sad!

8 May, Cheowlicia's birthday! No la, I meant Feliyi. -.-
K Cheowyi's and Felicia's!!!

Y came to my place and we watched SDMLLNRE & MVs on Youtube while gushing over and exchanging stories and blah about the idols like those girly fans...
Also exchanged school lives stuff. Interesting!
And I realise I can really rely on her (Not too dependent!) to see through my feelings/ thoughts/ moods/ character!

Just now, AbR came online finally after so long! And told me a fascinating happening! :D

Dear I,

When you grow up, no matter what you want to be, or what you are, don't ever neglect the things around you, especially the living things.

Yours healthily*,
Richie

*Health is wealth.

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Work hard towards lightening The Parents' burden, and giving them a worry-free, love-filled, peaceful & good life! =)

Cheers,
Cherlyn the Possible

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Unconditional love doesn't come easy, grow up and stop cursing your loved ones for all the 'This is for your own good' stuff they sacrifice/ go the extra mile/ do for you.

When is it your turn to reciprocate their love?
Now
now
now
now
now
Pick one.

Ever serious,
The one who realised it all before its too late